so i dont think many people can take the truth. i think we all need to be prepared for it. it sucks when the people who want the truth can't handle it. OR maybe they can handle it but its just me who can't handle their reaction. maybe thats it. their reaction should cause some sort of feeling. maybe i just want them to accept the truth without being hurt, and it is just me who can't handle the reality of them being hurt. So whats happening is that are handling the truth, but in their own way, emotionally. But what i want to see is that their reaction does not cause any sort of emotional reaction. Maybe i just want the other person to not get hurt. WEll maybe I was right, when i say that i want people to "handle" the truth. What i consider handling the truth is just taking in the information and not getting emotional about it. The truth naturally would stir up emotions in the other person, but how a person who can "handle the truth", i would imagine
that you would be able to handle your emotions, rather, okay that must be it. Goodness. oh man. this is hard, but i dont want think i even want other peoples help. i just want quiet company. i just want quiet company. quiet company.
it makes me sad to think about billie's and my relationship. she needs help right now, and that is with being and hanging around the ones she loves, and what i need right now is alone time. i need drama free. i think deep down it frustrates me because i want what i want. i want drama free time and time to just think. i think i need alone time. and subconsciously i want to be alone and i am pissed that i feel the need to help her. Its me being selfish and wanting my own time in this time that i really should be helping my sister. how do i help her though if i just want to be in my head if i just want to think. oh lord it makes me sad.
sing it please. just sing it.
Everythings gonna be all right!
Everythings gonna be all right!
Everythings gonna be all right!
Everythings gonna be all right!
I said, everythings gonna be all right-a!
Everythings gonna be all right!
Everythings gonna be all right, now!
Everythings gonna be all right!

So, woman, no cry;
No - no, woman - woman, no cry.
Woman, little sister, dont shed no tears;
No, woman, no cry.

love your life, love.